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Chapter 13
God: the Painter
or the Painting?
Stand back with me and view the painting: the great ocean of thought
fills most of the canvas, topped with waves frozen in the now of the painter's brush. The
wave patterns are you and I and the material world that we have each created according to
our strongest thoughts. Above the ocean the sun shines, throwing our material world into
patterns of light and shadow, defining edges and separateness. The sun is our
consciousness which reinforces our current view of life.
Just below the materialised waves, the ocean waters are our individual
unmaterialised thoughts. If you look very closely you can see the ghostly blueprint of
your life: the shape of possible things to come etched by those thoughts which are
gathering momentum. Here also our thoughts spread and intermingle with the unmaterialised
thoughts of others. Water blends invisibly with water, being both separate and
interconnected. Occasionally strong currents of resonating mass thought override and sweep
us along in their frenzied rush towards expression of materialised mass consciousness.
At deeper levels in the ocean, where sunlight does not penetrate, our
deepest unconscious thoughts merge and unite without interruption from splashing waves,
rolling tides or rushing currents. Here, in stillness, we are close to the ocean bed,
symbolically perhaps the birthplace of all that we are, as individual thought and as one
ocean. Here, far from the sunlight of consciousness, far from our conscious existence as
individuals atop an ocean wave, is the mystery of our origin, the true foundation of our
being. Here is the unity of original thought.
Yet this painting is no snapshot in time, for time is an illusion. Pay
closer attention and you will see the painter wields his brush with miraculous speed,
portraying as you watch, the ever-reflecting now. Refocus your eyes and realise the sheer
beauty of this painting, for it is not the two dimensional canvas you created with your
conditioned mind, but the multidimensional Magic Eye, where what you see depends on your
depth of focus. The shape of things to come, the shape of things that are, and the shape
of things that were, are everpresent, simply lodged at different focal depths. All past,
present and future are here, interchangeable within the blink of an eye.
We return to the focal point of the ever-reflecting now and see that
the painting moves! See the rolling of the waves, the crumbling of the old, the birth of
the new. See the blueprints intensify and dissolve, ever refining the shape of things to
come, the shape of things that are. See the torrents of mass consciousness gather momentum
and define the phases and ages of humanity: the domestication of animals, the rise of
civilisation, the spread of Christianity, the fear of God, the fear of witches, belief in
the Church, belief in science, the fear of communism, the fear of capitalism, the
invention of flying machines, belief in racial superiority and so on.
This incredible painting is 'all that is', encapsulated. Pitched at the
eye of the ever-reflecting now it appears to move, to record time, yet it is also the
stillness of no time. It is all thought. It is you and I as individuals and it is you and
I as one whole. Our thoughts create both material form and blueprint possibilities. We are
the painting and we are the painter. We are miraculous in ways we cannot consciously
comprehend.
The Eastern religions generally see the supreme being, Buddha, the God
force, the divine, as an intrinsic part of the universe and the process of life, rather
than as a ruler existing outside and looking on. The point of the various Eastern
philosophies is to transcend the illusion of individual existence and realise the
interconnectedness of all things: the ultimate unity of the universe. The idea is to work
towards a state of consciousness which bursts the bubble of illusion. This is
enlightenment and it can be seen clearly in our painting as a process of bringing sunlight
to shine on the ocean floor, which in turn would reflect throughout the very ocean itself.
Western religion ascribes the creation of the world to a ruling God who
is nonetheless omnipresent, all powerful and all knowing. We talk about 'divining' the
future, just as we refer to God as being divine, reflecting our Western understanding that
God exists beyond time as we know it. He gives us free will, yet our ultimate fate is in
his hands. Faith and belief mark the pathway to his door and form our ultimate test, for
if we show faith we will reside with God. Now our Western God begins to sound very much
like our painting and our painter, which must mean that we are God and God is we. As all
thought we are divine and we can divine. Our Western problem is that we have forgotten our
divinity.
We have become so deluded by the reality of the material world and the
laws which seem to describe it that we have forgotten the umbilical cord which links us to
our true self: one unity, one intrinsic creative God, one divinity. Caught up in the
belief of the ticking clock notching finite time as we race to find meaning in physical
existence, we opt for sculpting our material mark, our individual ego identity, our
fingerprints in the world of form because it seems to offer more permanence than the world
of thought alone. Have we become so focused on our need to matter that we have created,
through the resonating shape and sound of the word, exactly that: a Western view dominated
by matter?
And if we occasionally break through our illusion and feel the tug of
the umbilical cord which connects us to all that is, are we so overawed by the
implications of the experience that we run for the safety zone of denial? How often do we,
poor deluded slaves of expectation, bury meaningful or true spiritual experience for fear
of the regimented codes of organised religion, the waftiness of New Age spirituality or
the medicate-you-back-to-reality psychiatric system? How often do we embrace science and
reasoning for the sake of public credibility while dissociating our spiritual experiences
through the arts to be safely intellectualised as fantasy, history, fiction, creative
expression or philosophy?
How much longer can science protect us from facing spiritual meaning?
As we have seen, the arguments provided by modern physics have brought us closer to the
spiritual realities described by both Eastern philosophies and Western religion. We find a
world where each individual shares responsibility for the world we build through belief,
not because the world is the sum of our individual parts, but because the whole is indeed
much greater than this. What we think reverberates throughout the whole by resonating with
the thoughts of like minded individuals, increasing persuasive power by lending momentum.
Resonance grows into the current of mass consciousness which has the power to tip the
balance of outward expression, for better or for worse. We carry the responsibility and
power of a creative God, but are we also answerable to a higher purpose?
The question of meaning is further compounded by parallel universes
which, according to quantum physics, may well exist. If they do, then you, as an
individual, exist in multiple variations in an infinite number of alternative universes.
Every subatomic situation, according to quantum physics, has a variety
of possible outcomes, each of which already exists. Which outcome seems to occur is
determined by the observer, since, according to modern physics, the observer's mind is
always a part of the experimental outcome. However, since all possible outcomes exist,
then so do all possible variations of the observer's expectations. The observer and the
event exist in multiple parallel universes, each one featuring a different expected
outcome.
In other words, according to the theory, every decision you have ever
taken, and will ever take, exists, as do multiple copies of yourself, each occupying one
of the infinite possibilities. Each universe will be different, some minimally so, some
unrecognisably so.
Where would your boundaries as an individual lie, if you exist in
infinite variations? Some variations would be almost indistinguishable from the you in
this universe, and some would be remarkably different, since your material form would
reflect your strongest thoughts which, between parallel universes, would be infinitely
diverse. Apart from tracing common origins, could you distinguish between variations of
yourself and other people? We can apply the same argument to the single universe we call
our own and ask how we distinguish ourselves from others if we all share a common basis, a
common origin, a common unity, a common divinity.
Some scientists argue that since we consciously sense ourselves as
individuals we must not be aware of ourselves in parallel universes, while others argue
that occasionally we might. If we did have that occasional awareness, then our parallel
universes would overlap in consciousness and we might find ourselves sharing, perhaps,
thoughts and synchronicities with these parallel selves. How often might our tuning in
with other people be instead a resonance between us and their similar parallel selves?
Suddenly infinite parallel universes reunite as one universe, or one 'multiverse' as some
scientists have chosen to label totality.
As a child I experienced occasional déjà vu which intrigued me. By
the age of ten I decided life was a pathway of options, a bit like a maze in a child's
puzzle book, but one which we drew as we go along. Each decision became a junction on our
path and wherever we turned right in one life (as I saw it then), we would find ourselves
turning left in the next. My déjà vu experiences, I believed, were recognition of
pathways previously travelled. The point, as I imagined it, was to ultimately experience
all possible combinations of life and then stand in judgement of oneself at the end,
richer for the learning. Life was, therefore, a serious game marked by oneself, after
which one was ready for whatever came next. Parallel universe theory allows for all this
to happen simultaneously. Multiverse theory allows for occasional, mystical experiences of
overlap.
As an adult, no matter how seriously I take my life, I cannot rid
myself of an underlying knowing that it is a self-written drama, a big game, albeit one
that carries meaningful responsibility. The game starts with a suspended belief in the
greater reality, while the handicap is a perception of individual separate identity in a
world of cause and effect. In such a way we gain compassion and understanding through
walking in a multiplicity of shoes, through many parallel realities, seeing the game of
life from an infinity of angles until all conscious experience is sum totalled as one
divine consciousness. Through losing the ego in an infinity of selves, we finally
acknowledge a unity of being. But if what we discover is our own divinity, where do we go
from there?
Many find meaning in just being. It can be sufficient to know that if
everyone is an aspect of oneself, a part of the whole unity, then compassion and caring is
purpose enough. Some need a God beyond the God: a higher purpose. Since nature delivers
sensations of meaningfulness through synchronicity and oneness, the most sensible choice
is surely to search for self-understanding through watching the reflection of our
strongest thoughts in the outer world mirror, through observing synchronicities as signs
of emerging breakthroughs of consciousness, to permit the sensation of oneness to
encourage a shift in consciousness, to meditate, to watch our dreams and our visions and
to regard everyone as aspects of ourself and, in so doing, learn compassion, empathy,
caring and love. Use what you learn to peer as deeply into the Magic Eye ocean as you dare
using your growing consciousness to shine a light into the depths until you see the ocean
bed. Finally, conquering illusion, open your eyes in enlightenment and wake up from the
dream into full consciousness of the greater reality.
I cannot tell you the whole story for I, like you, am a butterfly still
encased in a pupa. When my wings unfold and give me flight I will know what it is to be
transformed before the full sun. Until then our task is to grow towards the light of full
consciousness, to free ourselves from the pupa, to break the bonds of illusion, to escape
the dream and to wake up to all that truly is.

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