My pleasure Chris - we were recently discussing in the forum how "stuff" we think has gone - ain't and how we have to re-visit it every now and then.
Get the feeling that by posting my contribution to that discussion here it may not only help you but others. Would like to post the responses BUT it is not my place to do so.
We were discussing an illness that via hypnosis unexpectedly led to the discovery of a past life event which had caused immense trauma to an individual and which was the real cause of the otherwise undiagnosable symptoms.
This particular individual actually re-experienced the emotions and perhaps thoughts of the experience many many times via hypnosis before they were free of fear of it and re-action to it.
This discussion helped me to make sense of why we repeat and attract certain patterns of behaviour until like the abuse thing for me quite some time ago they become so subtle that whilst we still re-act emotionally, we barely recognise the cause, until it is pointed out to us.
It is often the case that we think yee ha, that one is gone and before we know it we are facing the same thing, usually in a different form yet again and at that point we often feel like we are back at square one but we really aren't because each time we do feel it fully the impact of it becomes less and less until, like the abovementioned individual we cease to re-act it/to it or think about it and are free of it, totally.
I'm no scientist by any stretch of the imagination but I do remember being told in a very distant science class once that everything is made up of molecules and that what appears solid isn't. It is only our perception that makes it so.
An easy little experiment to see the fluidity of what appears solid is to just lay in the bath, with your feet against the end clearly showing and watch your toes. Is it your focus that changes and they begin to get blurry or is it that in reality they aren't solid which is why they start to look like they are melting into the bath????
Where is this leading - well if, as my Science Teacher told me, and my toes sometimes show me, the molecule theory is correct and the impact of the energy of a feeling is so strong we either contract in fear or hold onto the feelings or thoughts that created it then that I would think would cause a blockage so to speak or a lump of energy to become stuck within the body and energy field of the body, hence illness,dis-ease. and repeating patterns/cycles of an issue.
When we start to become aware of what the lump (our re-action) is truly about we generally feel and release emotion concerning it (the energy of it) and the thoughts about it but perhaps the event that initially caused the lump is so traumatic, condensed,thick, old and "solid" somewhat say like a tennis ball or sometimes a soccer ball, rather than feeling it all in one hit which would appear to be way too much to deal with as we still have to try and function in this world, we need to release it slowly which is why we have to re-visit it over and over until we are truly free of it.
Look forward to hearing what you come up with.
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